Hello blog.
Today is the 26th. My 26th. His 26th. Our 26th.
I have never forgotten it my dear, do you?
How I wish I could just pick up the phone
and ring u now, this very second.
but I just can't, not anymore. I'm not strong!
I tried texting u, but there was no reply.
I heard you're sick, and suddenly my world feels so numb.
I was supposed to be there for u, right?
I was supposed to be the one easing your pain.
but just look at our distance sayang. Sigh!
Tomorrow night, I'm going for the dinner, my pre-grad night.
and I don't even feel like going, because it's nothing.
I'm sorry to go with the guy u dislike. I had no other choice.
How I really wish u were here now, I know u'll be all worry about me.
Telling me that I should behave well, telling me I shoudn't go with him.
Telling me you're jealous, just tell me that!
And u are supposed to be there too, together with me.
Hmmm, too bad, past is just past.
Love, I miss you soooooooo much, don't you?
I miss the smell of you, I miss the hugable you.
I miss your passionate kiss, and your tenderness touch.
I just miss every little thing about you!
Wherever you are, I just wanted to say to you.
Happy 17th month Anniversary Sayang!
I love you, and will always do.
P/S: "Forever Connected", a poem created just for him.
Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever.
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we've earned.
The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way.
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are you because of me, too.
The changes I see in this years
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each other's eyes.
It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show.
No matter what we are told, we'll make it through.
We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the devil.
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow.
A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.
No matter what happens, that much is certain
Our souls are one until life closes the curtain.
I will love you dearly, forever.
For worse or for better.
You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.
I will never forget you,
For my love is always honest and true.
