Wednesday, April 14, 2010

~do you know~

Do you know the times when I get mad over you,
it's because I love you dearly and I care so much.
Do you know the times when I yell tell me where you're going.
it's because I'm worried you might runaway one day.
Do you know the times when I piss when you don't pickup calls
it's because I'm afraid you might have another woman beside you.
Do you know why I get jealous so often.
it's because I adore you too much and I can't share you .
Do you know why I always nags on you
it's because my responsibilities to correct you, so u don't trip.
Do you know why I always played drama on you
I want you to feel unsafe so you know how to aprreciate me.
Do you know I love tricking you by using "him"
it's because that's the only time you'll be jealous and overprotected.
Do you know why I like fighting with you so much
it's because it's always feels nice to make up again.

Do you know what I love the most about you.
I love your warm heart and your careness.
Do you know what I always dream about you.
I want to be your devoted partner, and you'll be same.
Do you know the one thing I want to change about you
Nothing cause you're perfect in my eyes, yet I know I'll complaint.
Do you know I just wish you would listen for once.
To be the most romantic boyfriend in the whole wide world,
not just to please myself, but celebrating our love all the time.
Do you know I don't need your fancy gifts like others.
But it's enough for you to always hold my hand and never let go.
Do you know what thing you do most making me love u so.
It's when you kiss me gently, and tell me you love me.
Do you know I wish you do that often,
so I'll be happily in love instead of complaining all the time.

Do you know now that you're so far and gone
I miss every inch and every little details about you.
Do you know I think of you every night before I go to bed
Cause I miss lying down next to you, and be in your arms.
and I miss your "Goodnight baby, sweet dreams" text.
Do you know it's never same to be without you now
I miss talking hours on phone with you. I miss the smell of you too.
Do you know I like the way you touch me and play with my hair
Cause that's the moment I'm weakest and it just catch my breath away.
Do you know I'm not used now not having you here
Cause I don't like going out not informing you, it's awkward!
Do you know it's been long since I last saw a movie, or even go out
Cause I only enjoyed it when I'm doing it with you.
Do you know I've rejeceted every single guy that hitted on me
Cause I belong to you, and I'm forever yours baby.
Do you know how much hurt it felt to know you have someone new
It's as much as when a knife just cut your entire body.
Do you know how lonely I feels especially when night comes
It's as much as crying the entire river, but you're nowhere to be found.

Do you know I'm really laughing out loud at you now,
When you give stupid reasons to people why we broke up.
To tell you the truth, you're really not good at lying at all.
Do you even have a valid reason to leave me
or you're just as regretful as I am now.
Do you know even I missed you lots than you could imagine
I still feel you will always be you, never change!
You know how to promise but you haven't fullfill your promises.
Do you know I always wonder where have I done you wrong
To make me feel really bad, as if I don't deserve you.
Do you know I wish you're infront of me this second
Cause I have 1000 question and I only need 1 answer.
Do you know I wish I can start all over again with you
I wish this time around God will be fair to me, for once.
Do you know I wish I wasn't sick and so paralyze like this
So that I can enjoy this wonderful life together with you.
Do you know I wish you are not selfish, and start caring about me
Cause I myself aren't able to look after you all the time.
But most of all, upon all the things I want you to know.
DO YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
DO YOU KNOW IT? DO YOU

"Remember", I wish you will always remember me.

Remember when we were so in love?
I do, because you were the one I could trust.
Remember when you would hold me tight?
I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night.

Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things?
I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing!
Remember when our love was so strong?
I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong.

Remember when you said you loved me?
I do, I had a great feeling come to me.
Remember when you said you wouldn't lie?
I do, because when i found out all i did was cry.

Remember when you broke my heart?
I do, because you tore my world apart
Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends?
I tried but you thought I was wrong so you end me up.

I took you for granted, I thought I had you,
But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you.
You treated me wrong after we broke-up,
How could you? when all I ever wanted to do was make up.

This is the last time you'll hear from me,
Well, unless you be a man and apologize so we can agree.
Life's too short we live what we can,
Just remember call me if you need a hand.