Hello blog.
DELETED. I'M DELETED. ME? DELETED?
THANKS ALOT. NOW I UNDERSTAND.
HOW COULD U SAYANG? HOW?
IT"S OK, I'LL DISTANCE MYSELF THEN.
I'LL TRY MY BEST TO, BUT I CAN'T PROMISE.
THERE MIGHT BE TIME WHEN I'LL NEED U SO MUCH.
BUT IF THAT'S WHAT GONNA MAKE U HAPPY,
FOR NOW, LET ME LEAVE U THEN.
AND REMAIN DELETED.....
I hate you because I can in so many ways
You don't understand and you never tried to.
You only know to play the so-called cool guy.
On my birthday, I wished for a bed of roses
And a pool of love, but you being the always you
text-ed me a "happy birthday to you".
On our first date, I wished you make me feel special
instead, I have to put words into your dried mouth & barren heart
When our eyes first met,
you promised me mountains of hope & happy times.
Those eyes were indeed deceiving.
At night when I lay alone on bed
I felt like calling you...a coward!
Am I wasting my prime, waiting for you?
Before, I'd say "No"
Now, I don't know, as I am numb.
Do I regret falling for you?
No, I thought you were the one
Yes, because you've proven to be, none!
How much do I hate you?
As little as I hate my exes,
and as much as I pity their now girlfriends.
Will I then die for you?
Only God have the answer.
To the person I'd love forever,
I wished the relationship could be better.
You scold, you shout, you nag, you get fierce
When coldness is piercing you get mad .
When a battle is losing you made me believed
I'm the cause of difficulties.
Faults, mistakes and even sins
I bear the blame , for I am the seed
You made me do, things you wished you could have .
Not wanting to hurt, I kept my mouth shut
And let my soul bled .
You criticized my every claim, we debated night and day
Our world left in a mess, till the day we're laid in rest
To the person I'd cherish forever,
Thanks for breathing life into me.
Teaching me how to love & not to express it freely.
I wished I could be better so that our life in the world after
Filled with love and tender.
